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i wish i knew.

2010-02-24T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hmm,.
Well, I've been quite happy, these two days..
for various reasons, i guess.

Well, I was reading other blogs,
while I came across this:

"everything i am is disgusting. selfish and disgusting. i hate everything
about myself. i dont like anything about me, so how can anyone see anything
they could possibly like? my personality is repulsive, my attitude is
problematic, my humour is crude, my ego is nauseating. everything about me
is sickening. "

This just makes me sad, as I can totally relate to that.

I used to be happy, I used to be able to think clearly without depressing things muddling my mind. I used to be friendly, I used to be fun. I used to know myself, I used to have heaps of people surrounding me. I used to be close to my mum, cousins, friends. I used to smile. I used to laugh over nothing.
I used to be that girl.

Now, I'm just a bitch, with shit personality, attitude problems. I think of sucide at least once each day. I have to try so hard to smile, and now I'm used to it, and it finally convince people that I'm happy. I'm hardly close to anyone. I'm hardly friendly, I hate overly-happy people. I've hurt myself just to much. I reject every human contact, I could ever recieve. And I bascially hate everyone. I have no idea what the hell is going on half the time. And I swear like a freaking sailor. I am hardly funny. I can't sleep. I sicken myself to the core. I hate myself. I am paranoid. I like to cry to myself, and tried many ways to harm myself. I'm a depressing person to be with, and I don't think anyone would ever be able to put up with me.

2010-02-21T02:40:00.000-08:00

If you could erase someone from your life who would it be and why?
funny, you'd ask.

Do you wish things were different with someone?
uhm, yes.

Are you easy to make mad?
actually, yes.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
Don't know.

Do you remember who you liked on New Year's eve?
sadly, yes.

Are you going to have a good day tomorrow?
no, ):
unless a miracle happens, and theres no school. :D

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket/ jumper?
yea.

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
yes.

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
another one on my ear :D

Taylor Swift or Justin Bieber?
T-Swizzle.

Did you talk to the person you like today?
nope :\

What's making you mad at the moment?
I'm peaceful.. for once.

When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?
not sure.

Having sex ruins relationships, right?
no, but it changes the person.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kissing the person you like?
yes, pretty much

You receive $50 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
clothes, and food.

Do you get into fights a lot?
no, mainly arguements.

Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
well...
play the field, till i find someone worth it.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
sometimes

Anyone you were really good friends with that you no longer are?
yes

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
still do

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed

You're single, right?
yes,

Do you trust all of your friends?
not all

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
nope

What if your boyfriend/ girlfriend went through your cellphone?
good for them

Do you straighten your hair often?
sometimes

What does your boyfriend/ girlfriend call you?
im single..

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
i love her to bits.

Does anyone call you babe?
yea

Is there a girl that knows a lot about you?
why yes.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip

Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
ditch your boyfriends, and meet me at the hotel room ;)

Do you have anything you'd like to say, but can't?
yes

Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
idk

When was the last time you ate popcorn?
yesterday, at the movies.

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
yes/no?

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
haha yes.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
guesso.

You've taken fifteen shots of vodka, what are you doing?
possibly getting my stomach pumped or dead

Is there someone that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess and still feel comfortable with?
yep

Someone leaves a note and flowers on your car, cute or tacky?
cute

Have you ever thought "I want to be with this person forever"?
not really.

How long do you think it takes you to fall in love with someone?
depends who?

Is there a member of the opposite sex that makes you cry a lot?
not really, no

When's the last time you talked to someone you don't like?
friday.

Do you like it when people call you babe?
its fine by me

Have you done something recently that you regret?
um um um, no.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
it'd be tricky shit.
but possibly, yes.

Could you be friends with the person that hurt you the most in life?
dont know who've hurt me most?

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much?
i think it would be more meaningful to me, if it is him who was saying it.

Do you drink coffee?
ew no

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
yes.

Are you close with your dad?
no.

Who was the last person to tell you you are beautiful?
dunno.

Are you a patient person?
no freaking way.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes

If you could change your eye color what would you change it to?
greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
when you don't know me, i am

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
either

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to now?
yes ):

Do you like to sleep?
love it

2010-02-21T02:08:00.000-08:00

"Love don't come so easily, this doesn't have to end in tragedy."

2010-02-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

Back to school.
So f-ing boring.
but i'll just give you highlights of the day kay?
Yesterday, nothing interesting..
then there was drama, and i was with zul for the improv,
and he choked on the hello panda,
made me literally laugh my ass off.
so therefore, he made me suckish, when i was trying to do the improv.
Hahs,
then today, there was that freaking scary chick was smiling and waving at me 0,0
and i was like thinking.. okay.. smile and wave, just smile and wave.
Then i took the same bus as Izwan, and that creep, Mulianto,
Hahaa, I chat with Izwan
Geez, that makes me think of how much i miss 2e3.
Gah, but we all have to move on, i guess :\
gah, test next week, SHIT.
I DO NOT GET ANY F-ING THING.
i dont wanna fail again ):

"But something happened for the very first time with you. My heart melted to the ground, found something true. "

2010-02-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life; That word is love."

2010-02-16T00:35:00.000-08:00

"Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can't, and the other half who have nothing to say and keep on saying it. "

-Robert Frost

2010-02-15T22:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,
I went to my cousin's house,
played wii,
danced and sang along to Billie Jean.
lols.
And met some other cousins, I havent seen in like years.
Went to Universal theme park
HAHA, we got tickets yesterday, even if it was all sold out! :D
It wasn't as crowded as I expected,
Though, the casino was packed,
hahahas.
it was hell tiring, but fun
LOL..
in the theme park,
there was my uncle's name on the window :D
It was hell tiring, but fun,
I bought, a huge lollipop, a pencil, and guitar sunnies :D
I'll post the pics some other day :)
(I'm too lazy x)

2010-02-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

Well, I'm hell bored.
So this post is random,
about what I'd like, and all.
Yeahhh....

How hot is Alex Watson?

I'd kill for one of these now ♥

2010-02-14T02:59:00.000-08:00

Well yeah, as we all know, today is V-day and CNY.
HAHA .
At least there was not much in rememberance of V-day
except the fact that people kept asking me whether I have a boyfriend .
Well yeah, HAHA, I found out I have an aunt, whose like 5 years younger than I am,
So that was quite.. weird.
LOL..
Jeremy got me addicted to Billie Jean.

once again.

2010-02-13T08:16:00.000-08:00

OK..
Well today is CNY and Valentine's day.. WTF?
I f-ing hate Valentine's day..
GAAH.
Well its quite sad really,
But wtv, I'm not gonna let that ruin my day.
Well..

Friday, I had an awesome convo with Brittany Beale.
it was quite sweet really,
I mean, recently, I just feel like shit, I really don't know why..
It's like I'm being depressed all over again.
But, as I've promised myself, I will be strong, no matter what tries to bring me down.
Well I felt that, me and Britt were drifting apart, well actually,
I felt like I'm drifting apart from everyone..
And Vi was like Oh, as you grow older, you'll drift apart for the ones you love.
Well I don't wanna grow up!
But thanks anyway Vi, for trying to cheer me up :D
Well, as usual, Britt made my day.
She told me, We would never drift apart,
and no matter what, she will always be there for me.
And vice versa of course.
I love youu, Brittany Beale, remember that (:

And, Saturday,
was well boring as.
except till night, when I went to my cousin's place,
We chilled, and yeah.

the problem is that, as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. "

-Robert Frost

2010-02-12T02:04:00.000-08:00

WOOOO!
I finally bothered to revive my blog.
It has been dead for a long time, and I'm bored,
so here I am, reviving it..
That makes me feel holy 0,0
LOL Jokes.
Anyway,
2010! New Decade, new me..
Pffft, yeah rightt.
I'm not gonna change :D .. I hope. xD
Weeeeellllllllll, This year, feels the same as last.
Still alot of pricks, and additional ones.
3e5..
is alright, I guess.
I miss 2e3..
Made new friends tho.

I hope the shit now, won't go on for the next two years tho.
Mum said she might get a prezzie.
I said to buy me a ticket to Perth x)
I miss Britt and the others so much!
Can't wait to see them! :D

Well, I just really happy for the [short] holidays,
I really need the break from school and all that shit.
Bloody hell, Valentine's Day is around the corner..
I hate all that mushy shit.

it feels like we're falling apart, and it's only breaking my heart.

"Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. "

-Robert Frost

mmmmmmmmm

2009-12-08T22:39:00.000-08:00

The holidays passed by.. boringly.
I wonder whether I'm actually concious..
Hmm..
Well
New Moon was great, I watched it 2 times already.
Except for the fact that there was too much fucking Jacob.
And the ending was well..
annoying.
Mmmm,
well its weird
I tell Michael stuff, that I wouldn't tell anyone.
That's strange, for me.
Well he's a great friend, I guess
I mean he helped me with the stalker problem and shit.
But still..
Leyi thinks he likes me.
But I mean.. We're just friends.. right?
Well I don't know how I feel.
This is all to awkward, I don't know what to do...

Well I'm going to Korea on the 15th! :D

2009-11-24T20:42:00.000-08:00

quick post.

OMGOMGOMG!
I'm gonna watch new moon tomorrow! :D:D:D
I'm gonna watch it two times yay lol

2009-11-15T23:34:00.000-08:00

I've been oh-so-terribly bored.
Holidays are boring.
I can't wait to go to Korea.
& NEW MOON.
Ohmygosh,
Hurry up December!
There really is nothing to do..
Suggestions?

2009-11-12T05:38:00.000-08:00

Whoooooooo! I'm back

BETTER
THAN
EVER.

lol sorry to those who actually reads this bloggy thing,
I guess I should tell you not to expect me to blog so much
as I'm too lazy, and busy.

Well I'll tell you what I've been up to these couple of days?
If you don't wanna know you could stop reading
here.

Well on Sunday, I think?
I went to Ms Lazaroo's house for Bbq,
Haha Me, and the Eugenes were on the swing, and everytime we swang it really high,
I kept thinking it was gonna fall off, because of the noise it made,
so I screamed (what a chicken, haha). Yeah and then we hung out at the living room
And I was bored as the others were playing poker or some shit
So I decided to watch TV.
I watched MTV, PRANKed.
I was laughing. So yeah,
And then later, we went out, and they told scary stories,
leaving me very creeped out.
I had a nightmare :(

Then on Monday night,
I went to the chalet,
and they gambled,
as I watched.
Then we ate Burger King.
I ordered Whopper Jr. with cheese.
But I was still hungry :\
But I decided to go on a diet, and not eat summore.
Then went back chalet.
Then Kenny and I watched TV.

Then Tuesday morning,
I went to the chalet again.
Everyone was sleepy and finding a spot on the bed,
as I watched, eating my cookie.
Hahah I'm a cookie addict.
Well we slacked, and slacked.
Then we decided to go to escape,
and I was kinda excited, since I've never been there.
But guess what?
I was closed, for some fucked up reason.
So we discussed some stuff,
I wasn't really listening though...
So we went back to the chalet,
and the guys decided to go swimming,
so me, dinesh, and zuhree
were still in the chalet,
then I was bored, so I decided to go ehub with dinesh
But then Haziq, asyqin, dianah, and shafwan came as I was buying a drink.
so then they and dinesh went.. somewhere,
so I headed back to the chalet,
then Kenny came back.
Then everyone else came back,
then I went for French class,
and then Malaysian chick was all up my arse.
and whenever she got sth right she'd smirk at me,
I felt like pointing the middle finger whenever she did it, but screw her.
Then I went back to the chalet for the bbq,
because Hwee Li said I still had to pay even if i diddnt go.
I brought a drink and a bag of marshmallows.
Then I was helping the people to bbq,
then Chun Leong, kept trying to burn the food,
then I tell him I dont care as long as he doesnt burn mine.
Then later as we were clearing up, this cat jumped onto the table I was sitting (with my back facing) and i was like shocked, then I stared at the cat while it stared at me.
There were like 3 cats.
Then later, I go Gelare
and ate waffle with cookie dough ice-cream.

Today, i went back to school for drama,
Only know what parts we're getting on monday,
I hope I get Nina, she has like the least to say :D

LOL i just realized how long this post is,
you must be bored o.o

2009-11-07T23:48:00.001-08:00

Got into 3e5,
Haha I'm not that fussed actually.
I dont have to do additional Maths :P
Muahaha.
DaDaDum.
I'm reaaaaaallly bored.
8)

2009-11-03T22:15:00.000-08:00

Today didnt go sentosa,
Going somewhere soon.
Urgh, I'm bored,
Well this morning i was watching movies :D
I watched How to Lose a Guy in 10 days.
Hahah old movie I know.
But I still like it :D
Well I'm bored of doing this so yeah.

WAYNE WAYNE WAYNE

2009-11-02T20:43:00.000-08:00

Bah well I havnt been blogging for a long time and it will continue that way..
I've been out and about. And the month of November is bussssssyy.
So yeah, I bought so much, I'm already broke :(
Well tomorow, I think I'm going to Sentosa to catch up with some old friends.
Well these are stuff I've bought these few days...
Sunnies, hair straightener :D, brushes, food, black boots,
and some other stuff I cant remember >;(
Damn.
Haha well I met WAYNE on friday night :D
He's so cute ♥
Bahahaha.
Well.....
Class bbq on sunday
& chalet,
Suddenly this feels all so meaningless.
*sigh*
exoh

2009-10-29T23:16:00.000-07:00

Today was happy, sad, emotional, strange, and other stuff
it was mixed feeling.
Last day of 2e3, Wow.
I guess I'll miss some people, but not all.
I hope can be same class with some next year :)
I really hope, I can make it to 3e3 :D
We played the Math game, [Tze ang, Vanessa, Guan Yi, Diane/Doris & I]
It was boring at first,
but i kept losing 'cos I couldnt solve, and when I did it was too late [urgh]
I was so afraid of report card, but not bad,
32th position :D
Sec 3 Exp here I come!
I wish Leyi go to class BBQ,
or else, I'm not going, since probably no one I actually talk to are gonna be there.
The little notes people wrote on my paper thing was actually not bad :)
hahah I thought it was gonna be all hate notes ;) but not really.
Some said I have an accent. >.<
& most said I was funny, and welcome/glad I came to the class.
Gah, I'm hell bored,
What the fuck am I supposed to do this comming holiday?

idk why, but I cant put cbox on this! -.-

2009-10-29T01:10:00.003-07:00

Today sucked.

Dont think I don't know what you are.
You superficial, pretentious bitch,
Still holding that fucking grudge for a long time,
I'm not going to apologize, because I know, I've done no wrong.
Stop trying to be innocent, like your the victim,
'cos we'll all know who you really are, one day
Just a pretender, a loser, a user.
Cut off that act.

2009-10-28T02:12:00.003-07:00

Well today at the science centre was....boring.
I kept getting lost.
And then went back to school, then bought food,
i was holding up a line >.<
Sorrrrrrrrrry!

That's all I have to say,
oh right, I'm grounded.
Fuuuuuuckk.

And if a double-decker bus

Crashes into us

To die by your side

Is such a heavenly way to die

And if a ten ton truck

Kills the both of us

To die by your side

Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

-The Smiths - There is a Light that Never Goes Out.

2009-10-19T20:38:00.000-07:00

Well,
I dont have much to say about today...yet, since its only 11:39 AM
So let's keep this short & sweet yeah?
Welll
I woke up really grogily today..
And I spent most of today alone,
which is good, since i diddnt feel like talking to anyone.
And I rushed home quickly so no one would try to talk to me..
I guess I'm just having those kind of day..

Well I've got French class later :\
I'm not really looking forward to it..
And i hope that weird guy wouldnt come...
he freaks me out 'cos he keeps staring at me...
I hate it when people stare.

Hahah which reminds me..
On the day which I had oral,,
me and Leyi talked to this girl,
who I dont know,
and knows about me....
kinda freaky yeah
well..
she said most people talks about me..

Well..
I wonder why,
it's not like I'm interesting.

Thats all for now..
Taaaaaah.

PS: to Britt
is there any site which rom would actually work? :
(yn)
less than 1 month to go 8)

2009-10-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

Today was... okay.
It started off shitty, but ended fine :)

I saw 500 days of Summer :D
and Julie and Julia.. which I'm not too keen about :\

500 days of summer was AWESOME :D
and thats an understatment.

JGL was so hottttt :D

Its pretty weird, how I can actually relate to Summer.
Like I don't believe in love...
Speaking of which,
I'm having a convo with Leyi,
about how love doesnt exist,
while she disagrees -.-

OHHHH.
&& I bought the New Moon movie companion :D & other shit i dont wanna name.
:)))

thats all I have to say now...
buhbye. xxx

2009-10-18T02:41:00.000-07:00

5O LITTLE SECRETS
Be honest no matter what...

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
- Natasha, haha I didnt bother to read th msgs these few days O.O

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
- somewhere

[THREE] Your relationship status?
- Singleee baby.

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Well.. Britts in Perth :(
and so are my other besties, but we do keep in touch :D

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
- Sad, bored.

[SIX] Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names
- no siblings :(

[SEVEN] Do you have a job?
- Nup.

[EIGHT]Where do you wish you were right now?
- PERTH. or Parisss.. 8)

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
- LOL.. I always show my crazy side ;)

[TEN]Ever had a near death experience?
- Heaps -.-

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
- eat, and sleep

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
- Nope.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- Nothing really,
except the fact that I dont have enough balls to ask him out.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
- ages ago, i cant rmbr.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- Yuppp.

[SIXTEEN] What you think about when you are falling asleep?
- hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Mama

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
- Anything is goood, mostly The Killers and stuff like that.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
- This thing

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
- Leyii, Brittany, Manuuu,
and maybe Izwan.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- somewhere

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- uhm.
no.

[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
- LOL, well idk where they live. Unless I was at perth, yeah.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
- fucked-up. That is one word right?

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?
- hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim (:

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
- Nothing really, i think

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- Mama.

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- urrrrrrhh, cant remember >.<

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Hahaha, I dont have to be :D
I mean if i want him to like me, I would want him to like me for me.

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
- Dark brown, with tints of black

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh really hard?
- I havnt laughed (really hard) in daysss

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad or pissed.
- Ummmmmmmmmmm.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What do you hear?
- music

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight?
- wavvyyy,

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
- i dont remember, but i hope not >.<

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend?
- YESS. :}

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
- Mmmm.

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- Yeah ahhahaha :]

[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Yeup

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
- not really

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
- Nah,

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
- nothing

[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Friday night?
- idk, something

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yeap :{

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- Hope not

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
- Meh, idk

[FORTY-EIGHT] What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- Sick.

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
- umm. about 11? I was talking to hiiiiiiiiiiiim (:

[FIFTY]Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- Nope, but I could if i wanted to :}

boredom kills.

2009-10-17T01:08:00.003-07:00

I don't get wtf is wrong with myself,
I feel like I'm falling into a black hole.
Everyone say I look so sad, so emo these few days,
I don't know why, I just can't get myself to smile.
I just feel like lying on the bed and not do anything forever.
I don't want to be how I was last time.
Emo is not good,
and risking my life, is not fun >.<
I just got to figure life out.
I can't help it.

Knowing that forever won't be

Always sentimental when I think of how it was

When love was sweet and new and we just couldn't get enough

2009-10-16T21:41:00.002-07:00

Grrrr.
no new games on NDS.
Guess I'm back here.
My other r4 completely wiped out -o-
urgh.
Well.
I'm waitng for britt to send me 358/2 days,
but guess what?
She isnt on.
So much for being excited about me getting the damn game.
XD

Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N
-

Are you single?
well.. yeah

What is your favorite color?
It changes from time to time.
It's been grey and brown for some time i guess.

Least favorite color?
Those really ugly ones.
Like when you mix random paints with water.

Are you happy with your life right now?
Not really.

Are you involved with anyone?
nope

What is your favorite subject in school/ college?
none really, unless you count recess.

Do you have money?
Not really :\

Would you take an ex back?
Probably not.

Are you outgoing?
I guess

Are you gay?
Hahhaha no.

Where do you wish you were right now?
With him (:

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
yer

Can you touch your toes?
yaaa

Can you wiggle your ears?
yeah abit

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
no

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
no

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
lol no

Did you ever want to be a teacher?
ew no,
isnt it miserable enough to be at school?
I wouldn't want to go back.

Did you vote for Bush?
I'm not american -.-

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?
No 0.0

Do you own a bike?
no haahahah.

Do you play the lotto?
no xD

Do you like football?
AFL :D

Do you have a shopping addiction?
apparently :\

THE DOES:
Does you wallet have any pics in it?
yer,

HAVE YOU EVER:
Professed your love and been turned down?
Pssk, no, I don't 'profess my love'
I dont have balls >.<>.<
THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1.In a relationship?
no . for fucks sake,

2.Want a relationship?
makes no difference.

3.Wanna get married?
ask me in a couple of years ;)

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. him.
2. NDS...
3. art :\
4. him

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
sleepy

Who's the last person you told a secret to?
britt or leyi.

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
haha no.

What are you sitting on right now?
sofa

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
depends

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
yerp

What color are your eyes?
brown :)

Do you like anyone right now?
Yepppp. (:

Where is your phone right now?
In the roooooooooooom.

Look to your right, what do you see?
NDS >.<

Have you ever said the word cunt?
Yepp (:

Do you have an older brother?
i wish.

Do you care if people don't like you?
no, its their problem, not mine.

Do you take things seriously?
when it is needed.

Ever purposely broken your iPod/phone just for a new one?
never,

Do you reply to text messages straight away?
depends if im with my phone.

Do you have twitter?
yer

How did you meet the last male you texted?
school

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
yes.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
yeup

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated you badly?
nah.

Do your parents have Facebook accounts?
thank goodness no.

Do you have a facebook?
yes

Do you think there’s a difference between the word ‘best friend’ and ‘friend?
Are you stupid or what?

Can you get over people easily?
not really.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Sadly yes

Have you ever played spin the bottle?
Ohh yeah (:

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
sometimessss.

Does anyone hate you?
Wouldnt suprise me if they do.

Honestly, how is your heart lately?
its still beating.

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
yepp

Who can you trust?
some people.

Do you like the beach?
yes

Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
Greece

woop woop

2009-10-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

HEHE.

EXAMS ARE OVERR!! :D

Well those academic ones.....

screw art.

Yesterday, I diddnt do much, I guess. Screw maths paper pretty bad.

then I got lost at the train station -.-

Today was pretty cool,

Diddn't study :D

Hahah
and english the 'human instincts' vid was being played about sex

ahahha and i asked people whether they wanted to sleep with me tonight,
they all said yessss :D

Then mt period, I sleep sleep sleep, listen music.
then recess.

after recess was funn.

I played heart attack with them, then i got bored :\

Then I tried to convince ~~hang~~ heng leyi to play truth or dare with me.
but i failed :(

Then the boys go take her clip.
and I tried to get it back

And that ~~stupid~~ wenhao say I molest him, and wants to sue me -.-

Then I go flick weikiats hair :D
He damn annoyed LOL.. So fuunnn. :)
Then I chatt with Izwann.

Then schoool ends,
Then went home, changed, see the doctor
Then the doc and nurse were talking to my mum saying about why my uncle don't wants to get married, since every girl go chas after him... (wtf)
Then my mum says I also dont want to get married xD
Then the nurse say I'm still young,
the doc say when I get bf, show my mum, she look at him up and down
then i say she dont care as long as got money, then they laughed, say i cute -.-
being cute at the age of 14 is NOT flattering -.-

Then went ion, bought a ring, 2 tops from zara ~~so much for saving for korea~~ and other stuff i cant remember

Since idk whens the next time im gonna blog,
since im going back to NDS :D
Taaaaaaaaaaaah

cow

2009-10-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

Think back to June. Who did you like?
Umm... Hahaha I can't remember THAT far back XD

Do you fall for people easily?
Umm.... more like fall in 'lust' .. never love.

If you are sitting on the porch and see an ant, do you squash it?
Depends on my mood. And how it looks like, but then again, I might fall on it anyway so..

What's on your mind right now?
Thinking of ways to break my right arm somehow, so I wouldn't have to take the Math exam :)

Is there a person of the same sex who means a lot to you?
Britttany Beale (:

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Meh, they must have a brain tumour or some shit.

How late did you stay up last night, why?
About 10 something?
I was rushing history. LOL

Do you smoke crack everyday?
EWW. Fuck no.

Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
Yes :\

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Yes.

Have you ever got a D on your report card?
Yes, but still, better than the usual 'F's

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, I wanted to go back to fuck sleep.

Do you believe in true love?
No, I'm not that gullible,
If you asked me about a year ago, I would've said yes though ;)

Are you in a relationship with anyone?
Nope, I don't think.
Oh wait, I'm married to Squidward ;)

Who was the last person to text you?
Natasha Khooooo

Have you ever liked someone just because they were good looking?
No, unless you count the celebs, then yes.

What were you doing 3 hours ago?
Tried to keep my eyes open asmum was trying to explain MATHS.

Is smoking a turn off?
Yes. For me

What was the last song you sang along to?
I think I love you.

How long would your hair be if you cut off ten inches?
Fuck, I wouldn't cut it.

Does it take a lot for you to cry?
Depends on my moooood.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Think so

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my mock.

Tears are streaming down your face, what's the reason?
idk, I'm not crying right now.

When was the last time you got carried by someone?
I'm too fat and heavy,
HAHAHAHAHA

Have any plans for this weekend?
Maybe see 500 days of summmerrrrr :)))

Is there anyone you want to talk to all the time but you know they'll just piss you off?
No, I don't like to talk to people who piss me off, I tell them to go fuck themselves and die in a hole :D

Do you turn your music up as loud as it can go when nobody's home?
Ohh yeaaah baby.

Is there anything you should be worried about?
MATHSMATHSMATHS

You're up after 3 AM, what's the reason?
Cant sleep,
or coldd.

Every girl needs a little black dress. Do you agree?
One is not enough, stupid.

What kind of mood are you in?
Shit bored

How open are you with people, out of 10?
Depends who

Have you ever lost someone really close to you?
Not that I know of.

What's something you really want right now?
Maybe SOMEONE.
MONEY!! :D

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah -.-

If you died today would your life be complete?
No

Can you play pool?
noooo! ):

If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
Either I'm bored, sad or idk the person.

Have you ever felt like you weren't good enough?
Yeah ):

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
Yeppp.

You have just downed a whole bottle of vodka, what are you doing?
Something that I shouldn't be doing .

How many pillows do you sleep with?
twooo,

Where is the person who has your heart?
Somewhere,
or maybe living NEXT to the pineapple under the sea ;))

What do you want for your birthday?
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Wiii
new camera,
video camera
a ticket to PARISS
&& a ONE-WAY ticket to PERTHH :D

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
I don't give a damn,

What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
Happiness, but.. you need trust to have happinesss.
Gah im confusing myself.

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
uhm, no.

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
Slow, but not TOO slow.

Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy,
I don't like to shit my pants, thankyouverymuch.

Why are you NOT going out with the person you want?
idk, never thought of it,
Hahaha
I don't have enough balls to ask him out.

What would you do if a stranger came up to you and said you are the most attractive person they have seen?
LIAR.
probably kick them in the balls.
and run away,
they must be like pedos.

Do you like your phone?
YES :D

Your mum finds used condoms in your room, she says?
I dont even want to imagine it.

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
EYESSSSS.

If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Levi's.

Can money buy happiness?
yes for some time.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
I don't even want to talk about it.
It's embarassing okay!

If you wanted a hamburger right now, where would you go?
BURGER KING :D
Can't live without WHOPPER :))

Can you pronounce your ABC's backwards?
no

What is something you do tha no one believes or are shocked?
The amount I eat baby,
they say OMG.. when they see.
I eat more than a cow.
hahaha

2009-10-14T01:58:00.001-07:00

History exam was okay :D
I think I can passssssss. XD

MATHS.. SHIT.
LOL today I wished everyone go die.
I curse everyone, mostly Izwan coz he came to school later.
and i was shit bored,

Then today have assembly, fuck!
So boring, and then i cursed Wenhao in mandarin,
then he say heng Leyi teach me.
Stupidddd.

I hope I'll pass maths, or mum would seriously skin me alive.
Hope can go sec 3 express! (:
Don't care which classssss.

Good luck everyone....
and GO DIE!!!!!

2009-10-13T01:55:00.000-07:00

SCIENCE WAS SO ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY HARD!!!

Hahahah
For the oral, it was SO awkward..
Especially when the teacher asked me about frogs reproducing...
What was I supposed to say?
Frogs have sex, you try to insert the penis to the vagina??
And oh don't forget them condoms or they might get STDs?!

SO WEIRD!

I feel like slacking.......
but have to study HISTORY tomorrow......
Damn.
After thursday, I will be as free as a bird :D

I wanna see 500 days of Summer..
Manu said it was SOOOO good,
making me want to see it even MORE.

blog going private.

2009-10-11T23:06:00.000-07:00

Hmmm..
I'm thinking of putting this blog on private..
I mean, like I'll invite those people i ALLOW to view it,
I'm pretty sick of people stalking it. like I DONT KNOW miss im not stalking your blog.
&& those in the future who wants to view it, tell me and I'll invite you.

I'll be putting this blog on private next week and those who wants to continue to read it, comment my cbox. Thanks.

Geog exam was so boring and stupid. and SOMEONE kept doing her hair. SO bloody annoying.
Ask her go fuck her hair. Yeah, hair SO nice, too bad the face ruined it.

Science tomorow, why cant they have one exam in a week?
theres like 13 chapters for science. O:
SO MEAN.
I never even learnt half of these things, GRRRRR.
English oral tomoro, shittttt.
I'd probably just look at the picture blankly and go uhhh.....
Historyyyyyyy on wednesday :\
I think I'm gonna look like a zombie after this weeeeek.
But shittt, MATHS!
I so dont want to fail ):
I'll get murdered if i do -.-
HMPH!.

:] i miss you, more

I'm sick of all my friends,
Girls can be so mean.

-

2009-10-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

I wish I'm at PERTHPERTHPERTH!

just get the fuck away from me.

I don't get why people like to stalk me so much, it's getting on my nerves now..

STOP acting so innocent, I might believe you if i diddnt know.

You always take so much things from me, so who gave you the right to treat me not as a friend but so meanly.

fuck you,

I'm NEVER EVER gonna lend you money or whatever.

All you do is MAKE USE OF ME.

so GO AWAY.

Runnnawaay.

2009-10-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

Today started out really well!
Then all the shit started ravelling.
And just coz of a stupid fucking joke.
SOMEONE had to make a BIG deal out of it.
Seriously, just fuck off and get a life.
It's just a JOKE.
You need to have a SENSE OF HUMOUR.
Anddd, GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
Thats about it.

[I'm not mentioning names]
:D

ILY babe <3

2009-10-04T23:43:00.000-07:00

Just ate Lunch...
And I'm STILL HUNGRY. :O
RAWR.

So my thoughts are on food right now..,
And If you don't like food, just scroll to the next post :D

Lalalalala
Theres so many types of food in the world.
Like asian, italian,french, american...
And I don't meant the people! :P

My favorite asian food are fried rice and mii goreng.. mmm!

I absofuckinglutely love foood :D

Italian food's great!
Theres pasta, Pizza... And my personal favorite, LAGSANIA! :)

French.. :D
I ate snails :\
Its really not that bad and mushy as thought it would've been :]

OH EM GEE...
WHOPPPERS!!! :D
I LOVE Hungry Jacks && Burger King!! :D

Ahhh..
And not to forget CHOCOLATE!!!! :D

Hahah sorry, random post.

xxx

This used to be a Funhouse,

but now it's full of evil clowns.

2009-10-04T01:34:00.000-07:00

I never had a dream come true

Till that day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where love takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

-Never had a Dream come true - S Club 7

sleepyhead

2009-10-03T20:53:00.003-07:00

URGH.
It's still morning. I can't believe I woke up. Before 1.
Nawwww ):
Hahahah
i dont know why, But now I keep listening to 'Potential Breakup Song' - Aly & AJ.

GOSSHH!
English exam tomoro,
I cant be fuck studying...
I just wanna sleep sleep sleep!

PS. Like my new blogskin? :D I'm not good at editing ):

xxxxx

SWEET ESCAPE

2009-10-02T02:12:00.000-07:00

I'm bored,
I really don't know what to say..
Someone Give me inspiration please!
Wishes Exams are OVER already... :'(

GRR!
Can't believe I'm missing the Royal Show AGAIN!
I'm supposed to be back now..
D:

@Britt
Thanks for mentioning me on the FIRST post of your very FIRST blog :D
ILY BFFL! :)

I wish I was shopping right now..
Shopaholic much?!
Hahah mum tried to convince me that whatever I wanna buy are 'impulse buying' WTF right?
Then I said a sob story about how if I diddnt buy the thing, I would think about it.. and make her go back to the shop the next day.
And she was like URGH! FINE.
HEEE :D
I win!

Hahahaha.
Cant wait till HOLIDAYS~
I will be sleeping, eating, shopping, playing NDS, play WII, go out with friends, go to Korea, play computer, play PS2, sleepover, Chrismas, Britt's b'day [I wish I'll be back then..]........
I can feel it already! ♥

AHHHH but now I've to STUDY :O
I've never done that before D:
LOL!
I've got so MUCH catching up to do, I missed the begining of year stuff
AND i don't pay attention in classs....
URGH.

Hope I'll PASS everything.
Wish me luck.

xxxxxxxx

Can't wait for New Moooon~

'Cause everything you do and words you say,

You know that it all takes my breath away,

And now I'm left with nothing.

BoysBoysBoys

2009-09-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl.. if your a girl- post it as my kind of guy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

-Preferably ;)

2. Smart?

-I don't really give a damn.

3. Preferred age?

-1 year younger to 5 years older.

4. Preferred height?

-Taller than me :D

5. How about sense of humor?

-That is a NEED.

6. How about piercings?

-I don' mind

7. Accepts you for who you are?

-Duh, thats the whole point of being with me.

8. Pink hair?

-Sure, if he looks good in it ;)

9. Mushy or no?

-Not too much till I blush.

10. Thin or fat?

-Ew. I do not like fatty or anorexic..
I like them in the middle :D

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

-What are you.. racist?!

12. Long hair or short hair?

-No longer than shoulder, and no bald thanks.

13. Plastic or metal.

- I say whaddafuck?

14. Smells good?

-Yes..

15. Smoker?

-Ew no;

16. Drinker?

- Not an alcoholic tho.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

-I dont like them plain.

18. Muscular?

-Not too much like Taylor lauter (ew!).

19. Plays piano?

-Who cares?

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

-Yeah so he can play itt with me ♥

21. Plays violin?

-Meh.

22. Sings very good?

-Excuse me, I'm looking for a guy, not a guy version of Barbie :)

23. Vain?

-Uh, just don't steal the mirrrorrrrrawr!

24.With glasses?

-It's okaaaay :D

25. With braces?

-Ewwwwwww. no.

26. Shy type?

-Naaw way.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

- Rebel with a good heart ♥

28. Active or passive?

-Both?

29. Tight or bomb?

-Whaddafcuk?

30. Singer or dancer?

-Dancer? I dont care

31. stunner?

-Ohh yeah he stunna ♥

32. Hiphop?

-If he wanna

33. Earrings?

-i dont care. jeez.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends/boyfriends-until-you-drop?

-No thank you. I dont like insecure guys.

35. Dimples?
-meh

36. Bookworm
-But not those ones who reads non-fiction.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Lol... Who bothers the write them nowadays?
38. Playful?
-Hehehe.

39. Flirt?
-in other words manwhores?

40. Poem writer?
-Owh kay

41. Serious?
-Nawwws

42. Campus crush?
-Saaaaaay Whaaaaaat?

43. Painter?
-Cooooooooolio

44. Religious?
-About as 'religious' as me. (which is not very )

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
-Suure. I can tease as well :D
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
-:\ ..... not to study right??

47. Speaks 20 languages?
-Did I forget to mention that I'm looking for a real, real boy, Not a guy version of Barbie?

48. Loyal or faithful?
-I don't get the difference between both.

49. good kisser?
-yeah

50. loves children??
-but not those type of guys who wants many.

2009-09-28T02:52:00.001-07:00

Lalalala. ♥

Hahaha I'm happy.. for once.

Maybe that's what love does for me..

or shall I say the end of love?
Hmph! Now I'm just confusing myself.
And YOU reading would be laughing your butts off.... Damn you..

Well Hahaha. science period was.... uh.. interesting :\

Well.. it's not like i paid attention okay?!

We were learning sex O.O

Haahhaha all the guys were so engrossed.

Hahahah Natasha && I has sexy balls.. Yeah >.<

Ohh and Happy B'day Natasha youu bumm!

I’m so in love,

And I cant fight the feeling

My heart is helpless and I cant resist

You’re all I see,

When I think of forever,

Me minus you just wouldn’t make much sense boy I believe,

We were meant for each other

So lets give it a chance.

2009-09-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks

And when you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

The 7 things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's

And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine

When we're intertwined everything's alright

I want to be

With the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you

You do (oh)

-7 Things by Miley Cyrus

Weird how I hear that song by MILEY CYRUS (oh my gosh!)

dont worry, im not like those Miley Cyrus freaks.

i do NOT like her.

And how she stole that poor girl' boyfriend ( I know its old news but anyway..)

It's a good song... I guess.

hahahaha.

I'm not really surprised Avril & Derek split,

but I was pretty sad. :(

I absofuckinglutely love Avril Lavigne.
I hope she would release a new album sooon...

and by soon, I mean right now. this very minute.

Hahaha that's all i have to say now..

Toodles! :D

Mooooo.

2009-09-21T03:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a pretty fun day out with Daniel.. Hahah

It was pretty embarassing when our parents thought the wrong thing about us.. :\

Hahah LOL. his cousins kept fighting.
Oh and i bought the soft bready thing. Oh and Daniel you owe me 70bucks for not getting it into my phone! :P

Yeah we talked about the good ol' days.

AND how sexy Squidward's tentacles are, they make EVERYONE horny. HAH!

Get your butt back here Daniel Pickup! :P

The way I loved you

2009-09-20T05:05:00.001-07:00

But I've been screamin' and fightin'

And kissin' in the rain.

And its 2am and I'm cursin' your name

You're so in love that you act insane

And that's the way I loved you.

Breakin' down and comin' undone

It's a roller-coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you.

-Taylor Swift- The Way I loved you.

Summer

2009-09-18T04:48:00.003-07:00

As he walked in the door,

On a hot summer's day,

I couldn't help but feel a little pain.

Oh, what was I supposed to say?

Hello, I love you?
All I ever ask for is love,
But all I ever get is lust.

When will my love story finally begin?

I hope we dion't end up like Romeo & Juliet.
Maybe like Edward & Bella.
I will love you for eternalty.
This is a poem wrote by me.

KAPOW;

2009-09-17T00:46:00.000-07:00

Today was totally boring.
I found a song that fits :) ♥
Yoou know I love youu boy, but why can't youu understand?

Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,

Damn, I wish that I could resist you,

Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you.

So yeaaaaaah..

So darn bored XD

Well Brittt said she should be on my blog so yeah

heeee :D

These peoples mean alot :D

Brittt - I can't believe I havn't seen you for, what? nearly 2 freaking years. Haha, I'd go insane if it wasn't for MSN. hahahaahaha, we've been best mates for 4 yrs and some months. You're the only person I tell EVERYTHING to. And I would trust you with my life depended on it. We do the randomest stuff from eating cherry ripes in my closet to annoy those people performing Alice In Wonderland at the royal show, arguing with Gary and acting spastic all the time ;). You're the only one who I actually can be myself with, and know you wouldn't judge me. We are so alike in most ways, like our taste in music and love our Nintendo DS. Ily bffl ♥

Daniel- Hahahahahahah lol where do I start? I've known you since last year, and boy, did we start from the wrong path. I remember myself acting spastic just to piss you off ;) Maria the airoplane! LOL. And now, we've ended up really good friends. I'd go to you when I'm pissed off and let it out, and you'd listen, no matter how unreasonable I am. Hahahaha and you even listen when I won't shut up about my obsession with Suite Life, WOWP, and mostly Cole Sprouse [and yes I still love him]. Miss you, wish you were here my pet dinosaur, haha even if I left, you'll always be my pet dinosaur. ;)

Faez-Hahahahah. My pet pixie. In year7 I just couldn't remember your name. And in year 8, we fool around like stupid people 'coz that's how we roll. :D I miss our long conversations on the phone, and our endless texts on fridays. We could just talk about nothing and not be bored, you make school less boring, and keep me outta trouble most of the time on the contary, I get you into trouble ahaha. Miss you my pixie ;D

KUDOSSS;

2009-09-16T02:52:00.000-07:00

NatashaK: for helping me with this bloggg :) Hahaha without you, this blog would look lameass >___<.

BOOMBOOMPOW;

2009-09-16T02:42:00.000-07:00

Ahahahahaha,
I'm so bored,
it's not funny anymore.
I wrote new poems,
But I cbf typing it here yeah,
Lalalala.
Hehehe,
I found old friends :D
I missssssssss yoouuurr butts like ca-razzzy. >_________<
Ohh yesssssss.
Let's save some money for Royal show yeahhh :D
Too fucking bad I'm not going this yearrrrrr. D:
Hahahha,
its like
Turn that smile upside down.
Oh oh oh,
Love sucks. :))))

ex-oh. (:

Hiiiies :)

2009-03-21T23:19:00.000-07:00

LOL.. I just found this blog, I forgot I had it. I guess I went on too much facebook, myspace and twitter >____________< .
But then again, its not like anyone's reading it.
I feel like I'm talking to Myself.
So here, I shall update what has been happening for uh idk?
Weeeeeelllllll,
I changed schools.... AGAIN.
Im kinda getting sick of it.. But new friends? Yay?
Well, as per usual, I rekon every school has their..
umm, cool peeps, and bitches?
Well I guess I became friends with the wrong person first...
and trusted. and BAM! everyone knows who i like.
What a damned fucker.
Well. Idk, what to say now.
Oh yeah, I also made friends ^^

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distance

2009-03-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

As my daydreams lift me off the surface of the Earth.
In my own little world,
you were almost here.
In reality you are only almost here,
baby thats not good enough for me.
I need you here,
even when I hold you,
my tears brimming,
my eyes blinking to stop the tears from falling onto my cheeks.
I wish you were here. I need you here.
I. Miss. You.

too late

2009-03-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Oh isn’t it stupid that the words ‘I love you.’are so hard to say.
But why?
Maybe that person fears of rejection,
Gotten hurt deep before?
Perhaps they lost someone close and dearly?
Oh why can’t I just tell you how much I love you?
How much I care?
How much I wish you were by my side now and then?
How much I’ve cherished every moment with you.
How much I need you.
How much I think about you.
Oh why can’t you magically appear by my side?
I wouldn’t mind trading my other two wishes just for you to be with me.
Forever & Always.
Why don’t you make the first move?
Isn’t that what boys ought to do?
Before, its too late.And the feeling fades away.
And then you lose me,
You finally got the courage to tell me,but baby it’s too late.
You tell me how much you love me,but its no use.
You sing that cheesy love song,all I want is for you to shut up.
You confess infront of the crowds,baby, I hope you deal well with humiliation.
‘Coz it’s too late.

And then you finally got me,got your prize.
But baby you diddn’t cherish me,as you promised.
And I get sick and tired of your explanations
about why you diddn’t call me back.
Baby, all the chances I’ve given you,Isn’t it enough.
It’s my last straw,
I can’t take it anymore.