Maria. 14. May 19. Australia Malaysia Singapore KC VPPS Sayfol TPSS Brittany is my bestfriend, mess with her, and you'll pay. hiiiiiiiiiim ♥

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Today was happy, sad, emotional, strange, and other stuff
it was mixed feeling.
Last day of 2e3, Wow.
I guess I'll miss some people, but not all.
I hope can be same class with some next year :)
I really hope, I can make it to 3e3 :D
We played the Math game, [Tze ang, Vanessa, Guan Yi, Diane/Doris & I]
It was boring at first,
but i kept losing 'cos I couldnt solve, and when I did it was too late [urgh]
I was so afraid of report card, but not bad,
32th position :D
Sec 3 Exp here I come!
I wish Leyi go to class BBQ,
or else, I'm not going, since probably no one I actually talk to are gonna be there.
The little notes people wrote on my paper thing was actually not bad :)
hahah I thought it was gonna be all hate notes ;) but not really.
Some said I have an accent. >.<
& most said I was funny, and welcome/glad I came to the class.
Gah, I'm hell bored,
What the fuck am I supposed to do this comming holiday?




idk why, but I cant put cbox on this! -.- back to top?

Today sucked.


Dont think I don't know what you are.
You superficial, pretentious bitch,
Still holding that fucking grudge for a long time,
I'm not going to apologize, because I know, I've done no wrong.
Stop trying to be innocent, like your the victim,
'cos we'll all know who you really are, one day
Just a pretender, a loser, a user.
Cut off that act. back to top?

Well today at the science centre was....boring.
I kept getting lost.
And then went back to school, then bought food,
i was holding up a line >.<
Sorrrrrrrrrry!

That's all I have to say,
oh right, I'm grounded.
Fuuuuuuckk.




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Well,
I dont have much to say about today...yet, since its only 11:39 AM
So let's keep this short & sweet yeah?
Welll
I woke up really grogily today..
And I spent most of today alone,
which is good, since i diddnt feel like talking to anyone.
And I rushed home quickly so no one would try to talk to me..
I guess I'm just having those kind of day..

Well I've got French class later :\
I'm not really looking forward to it..
And i hope that weird guy wouldnt come...
he freaks me out 'cos he keeps staring at me...
I hate it when people stare.

Hahah which reminds me..
On the day which I had oral,,
me and Leyi talked to this girl,
who I dont know,
and knows about me....
kinda freaky yeah
well..
she said most people talks about me..

Well..
I wonder why,
it's not like I'm interesting.

Thats all for now..
Taaaaaah.

PS: to Britt
is there any site which rom would actually work? :
(yn)
less than 1 month to go 8) back to top?

Today was... okay.
It started off shitty, but ended fine :)

I saw 500 days of Summer :D
and Julie and Julia.. which I'm not too keen about :\

500 days of summer was AWESOME :D
and thats an understatment.

JGL was so hottttt :D

Its pretty weird, how I can actually relate to Summer.
Like I don't believe in love...
Speaking of which,
I'm having a convo with Leyi,
about how love doesnt exist,
while she disagrees -.-

OHHHH.
&& I bought the New Moon movie companion :D & other shit i dont wanna name.
:)))

thats all I have to say now...
buhbye. xxx back to top?

5O LITTLE SECRETS
Be honest no matter what...

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
- Natasha, haha I didnt bother to read th msgs these few days O.O

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
- somewhere

[THREE] Your relationship status?
- Singleee baby.

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Well.. Britts in Perth :(
and so are my other besties, but we do keep in touch :D

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
- Sad, bored.

[SIX] Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names
- no siblings :(

[SEVEN] Do you have a job?
- Nup.

[EIGHT]Where do you wish you were right now?
- PERTH. or Parisss.. 8)

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
- LOL.. I always show my crazy side ;)

[TEN]Ever had a near death experience?
- Heaps -.-

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
- eat, and sleep

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
- Nope.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- Nothing really,
except the fact that I dont have enough balls to ask him out.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
- ages ago, i cant rmbr.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- Yuppp.

[SIXTEEN] What you think about when you are falling asleep?
- hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Mama

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
- Anything is goood, mostly The Killers and stuff like that.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
- This thing

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
- Leyii, Brittany, Manuuu,
and maybe Izwan.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- somewhere

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- uhm.
no.

[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
- LOL, well idk where they live. Unless I was at perth, yeah.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
- fucked-up. That is one word right?

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?
- hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim (:

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
- Nothing really, i think

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- Mama.

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- urrrrrrhh, cant remember >.<

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Hahaha, I dont have to be :D
I mean if i want him to like me, I would want him to like me for me.

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
- Dark brown, with tints of black

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh really hard?
- I havnt laughed (really hard) in daysss

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad or pissed.
- Ummmmmmmmmmm.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What do you hear?
- music

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight?
- wavvyyy,

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
- i dont remember, but i hope not >.<

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend?
- YESS. :}

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
- Mmmm.

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- Yeah ahhahaha :]

[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Yeup

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
- not really

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
- Nah,

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
- nothing

[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Friday night?
- idk, something

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yeap :{

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- Hope not

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
- Meh, idk

[FORTY-EIGHT] What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- Sick.

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
- umm. about 11? I was talking to hiiiiiiiiiiiim (:

[FIFTY]Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- Nope, but I could if i wanted to :} back to top?

I don't get wtf is wrong with myself,
I feel like I'm falling into a black hole.
Everyone say I look so sad, so emo these few days,
I don't know why, I just can't get myself to smile.
I just feel like lying on the bed and not do anything forever.
I don't want to be how I was last time.
Emo is not good,
and risking my life, is not fun >.<
I just got to figure life out.
I can't help it.




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Grrrr.
no new games on NDS.
Guess I'm back here.
My other r4 completely wiped out -o-
urgh.
Well.
I'm waitng for britt to send me 358/2 days,
but guess what?
She isnt on.
So much for being excited about me getting the damn game.
XD





Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N
-

Are you single?
well.. yeah

What is your favorite color?
It changes from time to time.
It's been grey and brown for some time i guess.

Least favorite color?
Those really ugly ones.
Like when you mix random paints with water.

Are you happy with your life right now?
Not really.

Are you involved with anyone?
nope

What is your favorite subject in school/ college?
none really, unless you count recess.

Do you have money?
Not really :\

Would you take an ex back?
Probably not.

Are you outgoing?
I guess

Are you gay?
Hahhaha no.

Where do you wish you were right now?
With him (:

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
yer

Can you touch your toes?
yaaa

Can you wiggle your ears?
yeah abit

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
no

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
no

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
lol no

Did you ever want to be a teacher?
ew no,
isnt it miserable enough to be at school?
I wouldn't want to go back.

Did you vote for Bush?
I'm not american -.-

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?
No 0.0

Do you own a bike?
no haahahah.

Do you play the lotto?
no xD

Do you like football?
AFL :D

Do you have a shopping addiction?
apparently :\

THE DOES:
Does you wallet have any pics in it?
yer,

HAVE YOU EVER:
Professed your love and been turned down?
Pssk, no, I don't 'profess my love'
I dont have balls >.<>.<
THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1.In a relationship?
no . for fucks sake,

2.Want a relationship?
makes no difference.

3.Wanna get married?
ask me in a couple of years ;)

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. him.
2. NDS...
3. art :\
4. him

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
sleepy

Who's the last person you told a secret to?
britt or leyi.

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
haha no.

What are you sitting on right now?
sofa

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
depends

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
yerp

What color are your eyes?
brown :)

Do you like anyone right now?
Yepppp. (:

Where is your phone right now?
In the roooooooooooom.

Look to your right, what do you see?
NDS >.<

Have you ever said the word cunt?
Yepp (:

Do you have an older brother?
i wish.

Do you care if people don't like you?
no, its their problem, not mine.

Do you take things seriously?
when it is needed.

Ever purposely broken your iPod/phone just for a new one?
never,

Do you reply to text messages straight away?
depends if im with my phone.

Do you have twitter?
yer

How did you meet the last male you texted?
school

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
yes.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
yeup

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated you badly?
nah.

Do your parents have Facebook accounts?
thank goodness no.

Do you have a facebook?
yes

Do you think there’s a difference between the word ‘best friend’ and ‘friend?
Are you stupid or what?

Can you get over people easily?
not really.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Sadly yes

Have you ever played spin the bottle?
Ohh yeah (:

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
sometimessss.

Does anyone hate you?
Wouldnt suprise me if they do.

Honestly, how is your heart lately?
its still beating.

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
yepp

Who can you trust?
some people.

Do you like the beach?
yes

Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
Greece back to top?

HEHE.

EXAMS ARE OVERR!! :D

Well those academic ones.....

screw art.



Yesterday, I diddnt do much, I guess. Screw maths paper pretty bad.

then I got lost at the train station -.-



Today was pretty cool,

Diddn't study :D

Hahah
and english the 'human instincts' vid was being played about sex

ahahha and i asked people whether they wanted to sleep with me tonight,
they all said yessss :D

Then mt period, I sleep sleep sleep, listen music.
then recess.

after recess was funn.

I played heart attack with them, then i got bored :\

Then I tried to convince hang heng leyi to play truth or dare with me.
but i failed :(

Then the boys go take her clip.
and I tried to get it back

And that stupid wenhao say I molest him, and wants to sue me -.-


Then I go flick weikiats hair :D
He damn annoyed LOL.. So fuunnn. :)
Then I chatt with Izwann.

Then schoool ends,
Then went home, changed, see the doctor
Then the doc and nurse were talking to my mum saying about why my uncle don't wants to get married, since every girl go chas after him... (wtf)
Then my mum says I also dont want to get married xD
Then the nurse say I'm still young,
the doc say when I get bf, show my mum, she look at him up and down
then i say she dont care as long as got money, then they laughed, say i cute -.-
being cute at the age of 14 is NOT flattering -.-



Then went ion, bought a ring, 2 tops from zara so much for saving for korea and other stuff i cant remember


Since idk whens the next time im gonna blog,
since im going back to NDS :D
Taaaaaaaaaaaah back to top?

Think back to June. Who did you like?
Umm... Hahaha I can't remember THAT far back XD

Do you fall for people easily?
Umm.... more like fall in 'lust' .. never love.

If you are sitting on the porch and see an ant, do you squash it?
Depends on my mood. And how it looks like, but then again, I might fall on it anyway so..

What's on your mind right now?
Thinking of ways to break my right arm somehow, so I wouldn't have to take the Math exam :)

Is there a person of the same sex who means a lot to you?
Britttany Beale (:

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Meh, they must have a brain tumour or some shit.

How late did you stay up last night, why?
About 10 something?
I was rushing history. LOL

Do you smoke crack everyday?
EWW. Fuck no.

Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
Yes :\

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Yes.

Have you ever got a D on your report card?
Yes, but still, better than the usual 'F's

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, I wanted to go back to fuck sleep.

Do you believe in true love?
No, I'm not that gullible,
If you asked me about a year ago, I would've said yes though ;)

Are you in a relationship with anyone?
Nope, I don't think.
Oh wait, I'm married to Squidward ;)

Who was the last person to text you?
Natasha Khooooo

Have you ever liked someone just because they were good looking?
No, unless you count the celebs, then yes.

What were you doing 3 hours ago?
Tried to keep my eyes open asmum was trying to explain MATHS.

Is smoking a turn off?
Yes. For me

What was the last song you sang along to?
I think I love you.

How long would your hair be if you cut off ten inches?
Fuck, I wouldn't cut it.

Does it take a lot for you to cry?
Depends on my moooood.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Think so

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my mock.

Tears are streaming down your face, what's the reason?
idk, I'm not crying right now.

When was the last time you got carried by someone?
I'm too fat and heavy,
HAHAHAHAHA

Have any plans for this weekend?
Maybe see 500 days of summmerrrrr :)))

Is there anyone you want to talk to all the time but you know they'll just piss you off?
No, I don't like to talk to people who piss me off, I tell them to go fuck themselves and die in a hole :D

Do you turn your music up as loud as it can go when nobody's home?
Ohh yeaaah baby.

Is there anything you should be worried about?
MATHSMATHSMATHS

You're up after 3 AM, what's the reason?
Cant sleep,
or coldd.

Every girl needs a little black dress. Do you agree?
One is not enough, stupid.

What kind of mood are you in?
Shit bored

How open are you with people, out of 10?
Depends who

Have you ever lost someone really close to you?
Not that I know of.

What's something you really want right now?
Maybe SOMEONE.
MONEY!! :D

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah -.-

If you died today would your life be complete?
No

Can you play pool?
noooo! ):

If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
Either I'm bored, sad or idk the person.

Have you ever felt like you weren't good enough?
Yeah ):

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
Yeppp.

You have just downed a whole bottle of vodka, what are you doing?
Something that I shouldn't be doing .

How many pillows do you sleep with?
twooo,

Where is the person who has your heart?
Somewhere,
or maybe living NEXT to the pineapple under the sea ;))

What do you want for your birthday?
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Wiii
new camera,
video camera
a ticket to PARISS
&& a ONE-WAY ticket to PERTHH :D

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
I don't give a damn,

What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
Happiness, but.. you need trust to have happinesss.
Gah im confusing myself.

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
uhm, no.

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
Slow, but not TOO slow.

Do you like horror or comedy?
Comedy,
I don't like to shit my pants, thankyouverymuch.

Why are you NOT going out with the person you want?
idk, never thought of it,
Hahaha
I don't have enough balls to ask him out.

What would you do if a stranger came up to you and said you are the most attractive person they have seen?
LIAR.
probably kick them in the balls.
and run away,
they must be like pedos.

Do you like your phone?
YES :D

Your mum finds used condoms in your room, she says?
I dont even want to imagine it.

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
EYESSSSS.

If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Levi's.

Can money buy happiness?
yes for some time.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
I don't even want to talk about it.
It's embarassing okay!

If you wanted a hamburger right now, where would you go?
BURGER KING :D
Can't live without WHOPPER :))

Can you pronounce your ABC's backwards?
no

What is something you do tha no one believes or are shocked?
The amount I eat baby,
they say OMG.. when they see.
I eat more than a cow.
hahaha

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History exam was okay :D
I think I can passssssss. XD

MATHS.. SHIT.
LOL today I wished everyone go die.
I curse everyone, mostly Izwan coz he came to school later.
and i was shit bored,

Then today have assembly, fuck!
So boring, and then i cursed Wenhao in mandarin,
then he say heng Leyi teach me.
Stupidddd.

I hope I'll pass maths, or mum would seriously skin me alive.
Hope can go sec 3 express! (:
Don't care which classssss.

Good luck everyone....
and GO DIE!!!!! back to top?

SCIENCE WAS SO ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY HARD!!!

Hahahah
For the oral, it was SO awkward..
Especially when the teacher asked me about frogs reproducing...
What was I supposed to say?
Frogs have sex, you try to insert the penis to the vagina??
And oh don't forget them condoms or they might get STDs?!

SO WEIRD!

I feel like slacking.......
but have to study HISTORY tomorrow......
Damn.
After thursday, I will be as free as a bird :D

I wanna see 500 days of Summer..
Manu said it was SOOOO good,
making me want to see it even MORE. back to top?

Hmmm..
I'm thinking of putting this blog on private..
I mean, like I'll invite those people i ALLOW to view it,
I'm pretty sick of people stalking it. like I DONT KNOW miss im not stalking your blog.
&& those in the future who wants to view it, tell me and I'll invite you.

I'll be putting this blog on private next week and those who wants to continue to read it, comment my cbox. Thanks.




Geog exam was so boring and stupid. and SOMEONE kept doing her hair. SO bloody annoying.
Ask her go fuck her hair. Yeah, hair SO nice, too bad the face ruined it.


Science tomorow, why cant they have one exam in a week?
theres like 13 chapters for science. O:
SO MEAN.
I never even learnt half of these things, GRRRRR.
English oral tomoro, shittttt.
I'd probably just look at the picture blankly and go uhhh.....
Historyyyyyyy on wednesday :\
I think I'm gonna look like a zombie after this weeeeek.
But shittt, MATHS!
I so dont want to fail ):
I'll get murdered if i do -.-
HMPH!.


:] i miss you, more



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I wish I'm at PERTHPERTHPERTH!

just get the fuck away from me.

I don't get why people like to stalk me so much, it's getting on my nerves now..


STOP acting so innocent, I might believe you if i diddnt know.

You always take so much things from me, so who gave you the right to treat me not as a friend but so meanly.

fuck you,

I'm NEVER EVER gonna lend you money or whatever.

All you do is MAKE USE OF ME.


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Today started out really well!
Then all the shit started ravelling.
And just coz of a stupid fucking joke.
SOMEONE had to make a BIG deal out of it.
Seriously, just fuck off and get a life.
It's just a JOKE.
You need to have a SENSE OF HUMOUR.
Anddd, GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
Thats about it.

[I'm not mentioning names]
:D

ILY babe <3 back to top?

Just ate Lunch...
And I'm STILL HUNGRY. :O
RAWR.

So my thoughts are on food right now..,
And If you don't like food, just scroll to the next post :D


Lalalalala
Theres so many types of food in the world.
Like asian, italian,french, american...
And I don't meant the people! :P

My favorite asian food are fried rice and mii goreng.. mmm!

I absofuckinglutely love foood :D

Italian food's great!
Theres pasta, Pizza... And my personal favorite, LAGSANIA! :)

French.. :D
I ate snails :\
Its really not that bad and mushy as thought it would've been :]

OH EM GEE...
WHOPPPERS!!! :D
I LOVE Hungry Jacks && Burger King!! :D

Ahhh..
And not to forget CHOCOLATE!!!! :D


Hahah sorry, random post.


xxx

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URGH.
It's still morning. I can't believe I woke up. Before 1.
Nawwww ):
Hahahah
i dont know why, But now I keep listening to 'Potential Breakup Song' - Aly & AJ.

GOSSHH!
English exam tomoro,
I cant be fuck studying...
I just wanna sleep sleep sleep!


PS. Like my new blogskin? :D I'm not good at editing ):



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